365 days in the life of Becca White

Mar 05 2012
Jan 21 2010
21 / 365 - January 21st, 2010
Random conversation day, huh? Talking with Roxii about tattoos. I told her if I ever got one it would be this. Just because it’s simple and means a lot to me. I don’t know about tattoos though. They are permanent. Can I commit to that?! Haha
I don’t know. I’m tired. I’m watching Donnie Darko. Goodnight.
“Just know that someone out there always has it worst, and you should try to realize that there really is a lot to look forward to.”

- John O’Callaghan

21 / 365 - January 21st, 2010

Random conversation day, huh? Talking with Roxii about tattoos. I told her if I ever got one it would be this. Just because it’s simple and means a lot to me. I don’t know about tattoos though. They are permanent. Can I commit to that?! Haha

I don’t know. I’m tired. I’m watching Donnie Darko. Goodnight.

“Just know that someone out there always has it worst, and you should try to realize that there really is a lot to look forward to.”

- John O’Callaghan

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20 / 365 - January 20th, 2010
Spent today trying to fix up my album review for Garet’s EP. I think it turned our quite snazzy :) When it gets posted, I post the link on here. Today was pretty….tiring. I had a lot of work I needed to get done for OurVinyl. Kicking it into overhaul, huh? Still a lot more that needs to be done though.
I don’t know, I enjoy it. Like, I enjoy doing the work they give me because it means I’m getting closer to accomplishing my goal in a way. Hmm. Just something I’ve been thinking about.
AND WHY HASN’T THIS LADY EMAILED ME BACK?!
“Be happy. Why not?”

- Garrett Nickelsen

20 / 365 - January 20th, 2010

Spent today trying to fix up my album review for Garet’s EP. I think it turned our quite snazzy :) When it gets posted, I post the link on here. Today was pretty….tiring. I had a lot of work I needed to get done for OurVinyl. Kicking it into overhaul, huh? Still a lot more that needs to be done though.

I don’t know, I enjoy it. Like, I enjoy doing the work they give me because it means I’m getting closer to accomplishing my goal in a way. Hmm. Just something I’ve been thinking about.

AND WHY HASN’T THIS LADY EMAILED ME BACK?!

“Be happy. Why not?”

- Garrett Nickelsen

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19 / 365 - January 19th, 2010
Start of a new semester today :| I hate new classes because they just drag on. Like, I already know this stuff. Only having 1 academic class though is pretty nice. Not gonna lie.
That’s all.
“That’s why I don’t eat lobster…It’s alive when you kill it. That’s disgusting.”

- Snooki

19 / 365 - January 19th, 2010

Start of a new semester today :| I hate new classes because they just drag on. Like, I already know this stuff. Only having 1 academic class though is pretty nice. Not gonna lie.

That’s all.

“That’s why I don’t eat lobster…It’s alive when you kill it. That’s disgusting.”

- Snooki

Jan 19 2010
18 / 365 - January 18th, 2010
I spent 4 hours of my day today in Panera actually working. Whose proud I was able to focus that long?!
Nothing really to report about today. I just realized how much I missed my group of Young Life friends.
“Dreams don’t always have to exist when the suns down and your eyes are shut.” 

- Alex Gaskarth

18 / 365 - January 18th, 2010

I spent 4 hours of my day today in Panera actually working. Whose proud I was able to focus that long?!

Nothing really to report about today. I just realized how much I missed my group of Young Life friends.

“Dreams don’t always have to exist when the suns down and your eyes are shut.”

- Alex Gaskarth

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17 / 365 - January 17th, 2010
I got to spend time with my friend Lacey today that went to Europe with me and that I haven’t seen in a year! I got to meet her friend Rachel and then I got to see my other friend Alexis who I haven’t  seen in two years. It was a good day :) We watched Donnie Darko and I just remembered how much I loved that  movie. Christmas list? Yes.
Spending time with people that I love is something that I’ve realized I’ve been cherishing a lot more lately. I just keep seeing it as this: I’m not going to be living in Gahanna forever. That’s just not my destiny. I’m going to be all over the place when I’m older and I won’t really have time to spend with the people who truly matter to me. So why not do it as much as I can now?
The picture above is of a photograph that was taken of me in England at Warwick Castle. I’m feeling nostalgic again.

Dr. Lilian Thurman: Do you feel alone right now? Donnie: Oh, I dunno. I mean I’d like to believe I’m not but I just… I’ve just never seen any proof so I… I just don’t debate it anymore, you know? It’s like I could spend my whole life debating it over and over again, weighing the pros and cons and in the end I still wouldn’t have any proof so I just… I just don’t debate it anymore. It’s absurd. Dr. Lilian Thurman: The search for God is absurd? Donnie: It is if everyone dies alone.

17 / 365 - January 17th, 2010

I got to spend time with my friend Lacey today that went to Europe with me and that I haven’t seen in a year! I got to meet her friend Rachel and then I got to see my other friend Alexis who I haven’t  seen in two years. It was a good day :) We watched Donnie Darko and I just remembered how much I loved that  movie. Christmas list? Yes.

Spending time with people that I love is something that I’ve realized I’ve been cherishing a lot more lately. I just keep seeing it as this: I’m not going to be living in Gahanna forever. That’s just not my destiny. I’m going to be all over the place when I’m older and I won’t really have time to spend with the people who truly matter to me. So why not do it as much as I can now?

The picture above is of a photograph that was taken of me in England at Warwick Castle. I’m feeling nostalgic again.


Dr. Lilian Thurman: Do you feel alone right now?
Donnie: Oh, I dunno. I mean I’d like to believe I’m not but I just… I’ve just never seen any proof so I… I just don’t debate it anymore, you know? It’s like I could spend my whole life debating it over and over again, weighing the pros and cons and in the end I still wouldn’t have any proof so I just… I just don’t debate it anymore. It’s absurd.
Dr. Lilian Thurman: The search for God is absurd?
Donnie: It is if everyone dies alone.

Jan 18 2010
16 / 365 - January 16th, 2010
I spent all day at a wrestling tournament in Marion. It was so long and tiring. I didn’t even know what to do with myself half the day. I just wanted to sleep :| There was a kid who looked like  Andy Samberg there and one who looked like Oliver Wood so it was entertaining! Salena made friends with Oliver Wood guy too.
These snowmen were in my neighbors yard. It just shows how much the snow is disappearing and it makes me really happy.
When I got home, I slept.
“I know the world can be cruel and unfair sometimes. Even if it is hard to find, love exists. In the breeze, in helping a stranger, in the eyes of a loved one, in the exhilaration of dancing in the rain, or even in memories. You can find love in places you never knew it existed. You just have to look for it.” 

- Jac Vanek

16 / 365 - January 16th, 2010

I spent all day at a wrestling tournament in Marion. It was so long and tiring. I didn’t even know what to do with myself half the day. I just wanted to sleep :| There was a kid who looked like  Andy Samberg there and one who looked like Oliver Wood so it was entertaining! Salena made friends with Oliver Wood guy too.

These snowmen were in my neighbors yard. It just shows how much the snow is disappearing and it makes me really happy.

When I got home, I slept.

“I know the world can be cruel and unfair sometimes. Even if it is hard to find, love exists. In the breeze, in helping a stranger, in the eyes of a loved one, in the exhilaration of dancing in the rain, or even in memories. You can find love in places you never knew it existed. You just have to look for it.”

- Jac Vanek

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15 / 365 - January 15th, 2010
Spent the day watching old youtube videos that I forgot about. It was jolly good fun :) I just had to go in for my speech exam and do nothing so it was basically the first day of my long weekend. I was suppose to go see City Lights but Jade had work so I had no one to go with :P Oh well. Next time.
“You’ve been there before. That one time where everything you had to say was on the tip of your tongue, where you had it all planned out in your head, but when it was time to actually say it…..nothing came out. Then you turn on that song, that one song that said everything you ever thought, wished, and imagined you could ever say. Sometimes music can say everything words alone cannot.”

- Jac Vanek

15 / 365 - January 15th, 2010

Spent the day watching old youtube videos that I forgot about. It was jolly good fun :) I just had to go in for my speech exam and do nothing so it was basically the first day of my long weekend. I was suppose to go see City Lights but Jade had work so I had no one to go with :P Oh well. Next time.

You’ve been there before. That one time where everything you had to say was on the tip of your tongue, where you had it all planned out in your head, but when it was time to actually say it…..nothing came out. Then you turn on that song, that one song that said everything you ever thought, wished, and imagined you could ever say. Sometimes music can say everything words alone cannot.”

- Jac Vanek

Jan 14 2010
13 / 365 - January 13th, 2010
I made that Economics final my bitch. Not even going to front, I knew everything on it! Now about Anatomy and Pre-Calc…yeah. I have Theater and Sociology tomorrow and then I am complete with finals for this semester.
Going to see City Lights on Friday for Oshie’s birthday show. Should be fun :) I also was able to get my friend Melissa involved in OurVinyl now! I’m really excited about that! And Berklee sent me some information. Definitely looking into it.
I probably should sleep. I have to dress up tomorrow but I have no dress up clothes. FML.
“I tend to gravitate towards lunatics. I thought those that are alike pushed away like two magnets do. I, along with science, was wrong.”

-Peter Wasilewski

13 / 365 - January 13th, 2010

I made that Economics final my bitch. Not even going to front, I knew everything on it! Now about Anatomy and Pre-Calc…yeah. I have Theater and Sociology tomorrow and then I am complete with finals for this semester.

Going to see City Lights on Friday for Oshie’s birthday show. Should be fun :) I also was able to get my friend Melissa involved in OurVinyl now! I’m really excited about that! And Berklee sent me some information. Definitely looking into it.

I probably should sleep. I have to dress up tomorrow but I have no dress up clothes. FML.

“I tend to gravitate towards lunatics. I thought those that are alike pushed away like two magnets do. I, along with science, was wrong.”

-Peter Wasilewski

Jan 12 2010
12 / 365 - January 12th, 2010
I don’t know why but I’ve been extremely pissed off at everything lately. Like no one even does anything, I’m just very angry. Haha Getting ready to fail these exams tomorrow. I don’t know what to do with myself :| Life is getting to me. I want to graduate already.
Who knows if I’m ready for college? All I know is that I’m done with these high school classes.
I love my dog.
“I’ve decided that most of us are out of our minds, whether or not someone is watching.” 

-Kennedy Brock

12 / 365 - January 12th, 2010

I don’t know why but I’ve been extremely pissed off at everything lately. Like no one even does anything, I’m just very angry. Haha Getting ready to fail these exams tomorrow. I don’t know what to do with myself :| Life is getting to me. I want to graduate already.

Who knows if I’m ready for college? All I know is that I’m done with these high school classes.

I love my dog.

“I’ve decided that most of us are out of our minds, whether or not someone is watching.”

-Kennedy Brock

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